Life As I Know It
Sena Kilcan
Ends,
yes it ends.
Not always good.
With tears sometimes,
With hope
and fear
for the new starts,
because every ending means
new, shiny,
but ambiguous beginnings.
In the end,
it ends,
yes,
Even though it is difficult to confess It ends
and unfortunately
This is what life meant.
Then after every end
comes new white pages
For me to write,
Create my own life
so I write,
but I also cry
Can you hear my cries
Between my anguish lines?
Or can you touch my tears,
With your soul for me to console?
Please don’t tell me trivial things, Because with this ending
I can only see my love in my dreams. After life stole her life from me, And choked her under the sea. Yes,
It ends.
With her life,
mine also ends,
Because for me,
Her life was what my life meant.
Then everyone vanishes for a second,
just me and my words remain.
I recall the glimpse of us
When our words of love call me
I feel the rain,
waiting
for the thunder to support her.
Then it comes,
I ,again,
Start to cry,
I guess this is what never ends,
My cries,
And the rain starts
Then after it make every single word of me soak
My screams,
The thunder turn up
I crave for you to be here
For me to count on,
Like one, two, three
But even though it is three
You never be there
One
And more tears,
More cries
Two
Loot,
yes,
Even though it is difficult to confess
it,
Still waiting to come
Not for the thunder
They -have already come
waiting:
for you, for the hopeful days, for you, for the sun, for you for the rainbows,for you, for..
and Three.
ends.
Even though it is difficult to confess,
this is life as I know it;
it always
ends.